Is it crazy that every time I see you, I want nothing more than to be able to run back into your arms? I wish every time that I heard your voice, it was you asking for me back. That this was all a dream, a twisted nightmare. But that's all it is, a wish, truly wishful thinking on my part.
I know that this is how it has to be. I know that you did this only to protect us. I just wish it wouldn't have had to happen. I wish there was someway that I could rewind the past four weeks and replay them. They were perfect. Every day a surprise, every moment a gift.
I will learn. I will learn to be strong and to deal with everything. To take it all in stride. But some days it's hard. Some days I would just like the world to work out the way I want it to. Not the way that benefits everyone else. And yes, I know this is selfish, but I am very rarely in such a way. I don't get what I want with everything, I am not spoiled, but I accept that. The life I live is just fine. I have a family and amazing friends, who will always be there. I know that I am never alone in this world, and though that thought is extremely comforting. There seems to be only one thing on my wish list.
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