Monday, December 20, 2010

Sleep World

Sleep.

Oh how it seems to evade me. Running away laughing just as my eyes begin to flutter shut. When my brain has almost shut down, I remember you. Remember one moment that I haven't already analyzed and picked apart. And it jerks me awake. Grabbing a hold of my slender arms and wrenching me out of the dream world. Mind you though I don't dream so much any more, they tend to just be nightmares. When I do dream, they are odd. Always images of you, and all of them. Fighting against me, fighting to bury me in the broken sand under our feet. I watch as their pale hands close around yours and they take you away. Leading you to the one place I know I will never get you back from.

  I try to follow. I try to push through the rough ferns and past the fallen trees. I can hear as my feet pound against the wet forest floor, but I never get any closer. The scene stretches out before me, pulling you further away. And then I come to it, the brink, the very edge of my dream world. You remain floating, out in the middle of no where, waiting for something. Something I have yet to understand. But you are there, unharmed and dazed. One day I will jump off the brink, and maybe I will catch myself, maybe I won't. I will try all the same.

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