Every breath is like a punch to the gut. Every tear a painful reminder. I thought this would last forever, just goes to show how much I know. I though you were different. I thought you were the one who would change everything, but always remain constant. I hoped so badly you would be who I thought you were. Turns out I was wrong.
No reason. You gave me no reason why. No answer to the pleading tears in my eyes. You just ended, and I fell apart. Do you not realize how hard it was for me not to cry right there. Not to fall apart, and sink to the ground, where my heart quickly found its way. I am amazed that you didn't see the broken bleeding mess inside of me. How you didn't here it stutter and come to a stop. How you could just walk away from me, knowing how much it hurt.
And the whole time you were serious. No hint of sadness in your eyes. How is that fair? How is it fair that you can just walk away from this completely unscathed? You can walk away like nothing ever happened. Like we shared no time together, like I'm just another stranger on your way. Please don't leave me like this.
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