- Transient insomnia - can be caused by another disorder, by changes in the sleep environment, by the timing of sleep, severe depression, or by stress.
I can't help but think that they leave out heartbreak, but then again maybe that's what they encompass in saying 'severe depression'. If only it were that simple, if only this would last for a short while, I doubt that. This feels like something that could go on until I am able to finally work through everything going on in my head. Maybe once I have figured out what all of this means I will be able to sleep. I will be able to close my eyes, shut out the world, and find some much needed rest. For now though, that seems an impossible goal. A point that is just out of my reach, something that I can try and fight for, but it may take every once of my strength. I am working so hard to get back to who I use to be. Fighting to find the person who could stand up to everything, take every hit and walk away. It seems that that person is gone now. That little piece of me has left, trying to find somewhere that it can safely hide until I am back on my feet. And I wish that could be soon. I wish that I could fight my way back in a matter of seconds, and now that I am really looking at it. This could take a while. This could take a life time. A life time that is already too short.
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